Monday, November 18, 2013

Long overdue, and much to be said!

     Sorry it has taken so long for me to update.  November has been extremely busy!  I don't even know where to begin!  Thinking back over the past three, I will start at Sunday, November 3, 2013.

It is a beautiful Sunday, we get up and get the day started.  I'm double checking to make sure everything is packed, and the vehicle is loaded.  The time is passing so quickly, we have to check in to our room and I wanted us to get there before nightfall.  All of that fell into place.
In the hotel room the night before surgery, sleepy but, not wanting to give in to the nap!

     We arrived at the hotel that's just blocks from the hospital by 4:15 p.m.  We are all checked in!  The night proved to be very restless for me, I think I may have gotten 2 hours of sleep.  4 a.m. came really fast, Kerstin had to be in the hospital by 5:30 a.m.  We had tons of support from our family and friends.  I got a lot of well wishes via Facebook, text, and email throughout the day.  The support means so much.  I often tell myself; "If they care, they will show it, one way or another, they will reach out.  If they don't, don't stress it!"

Day of!  She knows "something" is about to take place. 

     Arriving at the hospital on a dark, chilly, November morning.  It seems so quiet and kind of scary at the same time.  I'm trying to be brave and bold for my daughter, she keeps looking in my eyes.  I've talked to her about what is going to take place on this Monday, 11-04-13.  We sign in, get our visitor passes then up to surgery we go.  There we register, she gets her ID bracelet...we wait!  The wait doesn't last long before the buzzer is telling us, it's time for her to go to the back.  She has to get into her gown, we have to meet with the nurses, techs, anesthesiologists, respiratory, even someone with neuropathology.  A large surgery team to make sure that my daughter was comfortable and safe during a procedure that was going to last for a fair amount of time.  Once all of the caretakers came in and introduced themselves, our family could come back and say their "I love you" to Kerstin.  It's all real!  It finally came daughter is about to go back into surgery, be put to sleep and will stay that way for more than 5 hours.  I was given fair warning that once she came out, she would be significantly swollen.  Her face would be really swollen, her eyes would be and her mouth.  Her arms and legs would also be swollen.  I was also told to not be alarmed because she would have oxygen and what is called a Central Venous Line (CVL) in her neck.

     Seeing Kerstin for the first time 9 hours later was rough!  My daughter was still out of it but, coming around a bit.  She was almost swollen beyond recognition.  I kept telling myself, "You have to keep it together!"  At this point, I have no idea what the night or the next hour will hold, I do know that I'm here for Kerstin!  She's out of surgery, we are headed to the Pediatric Intensive Care Unit (PICU) for at least 24 hours.  What a night?!?  I had no idea how loud it would be nor how much in and out.  Well into the night, the ICU doctor wanted to see how she would be without the oxygen, not good, her blood pressure dropped.  They watched my daughter so closely that night and next day because her heart rate was so high.  Her blood pressure even got high at one point.  Eventually, late the next day, she was able to go into a regular hospital room.  10th floor here she comes...

View from the 10th floor of the Benjamin Russell Hospital for Children, Birmingham, AL

     Now, to not make this very long, let's fast forward to today, 3 weeks post surgery, we still see this 10th floor view every evening.  Even got to see a double rainbow the other day!

Beautiful view of downtown Birmingham.  It's gets boring after 3 weeks!

     So much has taken place since November 4, most notable, Kerstin is still in the hospital.  
Week one:  Post surgery.  Doctors wanted to start Kerstin back on her boluses later in the week.  Her stomach started to distend, she became very swollen (belly), she was uncomfortable and her stomach was tight to the touch.  The decision was made to try her boluses at half and half the next day, that still did not work.  Now she will have to go through a multitude of tests, ultrasounds, x-rays and blood work to try and figure out what is going on with my little princess.  All to come up with the diagnosis of pancreatitis.  What is that?  I had heard of it, never in children!  Her doctors and surgeons were just as dumbfounded as I.   What caused her to come down with this?  There were no gallstones on the ultrasound, no visible spots on the pancreas, so what is causing her enzymes (amylase and lipase) to be so elevated?  One doctor even called her their "little mystery".

     According to her doctors and nurses, normal ranges for amylase is from 30-100, Kerstin's has been as high as 355 and today ( 11-18-13) she was 244; normal ranges for lipase is 13-150.  Believe it or not, Kerstin's highest was 2526 and today it was 1797.  Now, neurology and GI doctor's have been called back in!  Seizure meds will be changed, she will have and intravenous med, Keppra via IV, while she's still in the hospital.  They are making sure her stomach and bowel are completely empty, giving the pancreas a rest and hopefully get the enzymes down. 

     In the midst of all of this, she is recovering nicely from the original reason we were here, the spinal fusion.  She has had some physical therapy, she has begun to tolerate sitting in her wheelchair for  2 or more hours.  This was no easy task at first.  (See pictures)

     What went from at least a one week stay has turned in to our third Monday night, 2 hours from our home.  I'm missing my bed and bathtub.  Through all of this I'm praying for my daughter's recovery and strength.  

     Definitely more to come from Children's Hospital-Birmingham, AL...


  1. A family that PRAYS TOGETHER....GET through tough times and STAYS TOGETHER....We will remain strong and prayerful through this too...we serve a MIGHTY & AWESOME GOD...He will never leave us nor will He forsake us. Love you Mattisa and T-Boo.....Love you more than words can say, Audrey!

  2. Matissa, I am so proud of both of you. You are the best example of a wonderful mom in the world - patient, sweet, strong and - most of all - totally there for your beautiful daughter. You know that you are in my heart and thoughts every waking hour. xoxo ~Ellen