Sunday, October 30, 2016

Medicaid in Alabama!

     Medicaid in Alabama!  Cuts to medicaid.  Lawmakers in the state saying it is too costly, they're not the only ones saying that, some citizens of the state say the same as the lawmakers that represent them.  Back in the Spring of this year, I was asked by my program director if I would attend a press conference at the state house on Medicaid.  She told me to prepare a 2 minute statement on how Kerstin has benefited from medicaid and how possible cuts would impact her life.  My first thought was 2 minutes to tell how a lifetime of much needed insurance has helped save my daughter's life and secondly, me, her mom, saying sharing some of our life story in front of a room full of reporters, law makers, advocates and strangers!  

     How was I going to do this?  As always, with Kerstin by my side and my older sister being our personal photographer.  I shared just some of what potential cuts could mean for Kerstin.  In order to get there, you'd have to know her story.  Kerstin has had 4 surgeries, 3 in one year, just a few years ago, she's had a few hospital stays, thankfully the last one back in May was not from an illness at the time but for a seizure study.  Aside from hospital stays, Kerstin requires numerous medicines and medical supplies to live...survive!  There are medicines for seizures, spasticity, along with her nutritional and feeding needs.  Without medicaid, it would be extremely difficult and near impossible to supply all of these needs for Kerstin on a part-time income.  
     I reported that the Pediasure Kerstin was on at the time cost about $11 per six pack, if you bought them in Walmart, that was just for the regular Pediasure not the specialized kind that she needs because of stomach sensitivities.  Pricing this on a site like Amazon, the cost is significantly higher, for a 24 pack, it is priced at $136.78.  That case would not last her a week!!   Because Kerstin is a growing child and her nutritional needs have changed, the new therapeutic nutrition she requires has changed as well, it is much higher in cost, $209.97 for a 24 count case.  Imagine having to pay those costs out of pocket and on a weekly basis just so that she could eat.  These costs do not even touch her medicines, or things like her feeding tubes, extension sets, syringes and diapers (wipes aren't even covered by medicaid).  Medicaid, makes all of this possible for Kerstin's survival.
     Along with all of her medicines and nutritional needs, Kerstin has a number of therapists, doctors and specialists.  These necessities are paid through medicaid.  Kerstin and patients on medicaid go to the same doctors, therapists, drug stores and use the same medical suppliers as patients with private insurances.  The thing that seems to be left unsaid is that, if medicaid is severely cut, that means that these same agencies, organizations and medical professionals may make cuts or leave the state altogether.  If that happens, my child is and people on medicaid are not the only ones without needed medical suppliers and providers.  These cuts could have negative and potentially harmful impacts throughout.  
     There are so many misconceptions out there about medicaid.  Some being that, the program is misused and that many people on it actually do not need the services.  I beg to differ, especially when it comes to my daughter.  As I said, in an earlier interview, she is a constituent of this state and needs all of the benefits because of her medical needs.  I am a part-time worker, part-time student, full-time mom and now a home school educator to Kerstin.  
     Just this month, Kerstin and I were interviewed again for continued input on medicaid in our state and it's potential cuts.  It is my hope that humanity is at the forefront of this story.  She was filmed at therapy, a much needed resource paid for by medicaid, then she was filmed at 'therapy'...her routine after therapy trip to Target (not paid by medicaid, lol).  

That portion has not been aired, dates to be announced. 

Reports:

WSFA :I am Medicaid' campaign aims to show lawmakers the humanity of what's at stake




Monday, September 19, 2016

Where the Journey has taken us...

     It has been a few months since I've posted last but, needless to say, we are still on a journey, new things to explore each day.  Since Kerstin's hospital stay for the video seizure study, she has continued to have at least one episode per month, which is better than the point she had gotten to.  Her neurologists have advised in the past that as long each of these seizures were not like a video of one of her seizures shared with them, they would not be too alarmed by her activity.  It seems as though seizures will be a part of our journey.  They don't want her too medicated that she is not very alert or aware; I don't want that for her either.  I will have you know that those days that she was in the EMU, there was no seizure activity of any kind, as soon as the two hour trip home was complete and she was all relaxed...seizure!  

     So, after that seizure study, came the end of the school year and Kerstin's time in middle school.  Off to high school!  After many years of ups and downs and hard fights of advocacy for inclusion, accessibility and much more with the local school system, I decided to start a private home-school for Kerstin!  Yes, we are on the journey of homeschooling.  The lessons are modified and truly catered to her, we are on her schedule.  After talking with a friend about homeschooling this past Spring, she made me realize that Kerstin's education didn't have to take place all day long in a classroom, especially not a "self-contained" setting.  We are about a month in and it has been fun for me to find great resources on Youtube and various other forms.  Kerstin has been enjoying the lessons except that one day, I decided to take Science outside...not a good idea in late August.  It was still way too hot!

     Kerstin has been getting much needed PT and OT, and on a regular basis, unlike services in the school setting.  We have been working on some neck exercises with physical therapy and wrist tightness with occupational therapy.  The wrist tightness and contracture lead us to Kerstin's neuro-motor/ physical development doctor to discuss Botox as an option.  Well, she got her first round and weeks later her OT is happy with some of the flexibility she is gaining and specially made some hand splints to further help with the wrists.   We are still working on neck support and strengthening.  PT suggested we look into a product that helps with those things, Dynamic Cervical Orthosis.  Information is being requested on the product as it is something new for us all. 

     It may not be well known but, I am grateful to be in a position as a Family Resource Specialist with Family Voices of Alabama.  The mission of Family Voices is to ensure that there is family-centered care for children and youth with special health care needs.  The information center that I am a part of is staffed by parents of children/youth with special health care needs.  I have been with Family Voices a little over two years now and it has been a wonderful step in this journey of education and advocacy.  We have this booklet titled "Transition to Adult Health Care Guide".  I have had them in my supplies and have handed them out at conferences and workshops and have said to myself countless times that, "I have a while before I need to go through one for Kerstin".  No...it came sooner that I thought.  I got a letter from insurance and social security with information on how to prepare as "the minor child approaches adulthood"!  WHOA!  This is happening too fast.  Kerstin was just starting school, now she's in high school and I have to think about "adulthood".  I pulled out a copy of the transition guide and started combing through it realizing that  my baby is no longer a baby. 





     We are always on a journey and a lot of times they lead us to Target and Starbucks...Growing With Kerstin.  


More to come,

Tuesday, May 17, 2016

Epilepsy Monitoring Unit (EMU): Day 1

     I am going to try and make a post at the end of day each day of our stay here at the Children's Hospital EMU.  As I prepare to post about the busy day, I can't help but think about my mom.  I listened to a recording of a conversation I had with her on May 17, 2015 at around 9:50 am.  Yes, one year ago, Kerstin had had a seizure and was restless the night before (May 16, 2015), my mom was concerned as always and as we talked, she told me that she hoped Kerstin's doctors could find out what was going on with her.  Well mom, it's been a journey and many appointments later, we are here to go through another series of tests and studies to see what's going on.  
People watching at admitting office

Welcome screen on the telly!


     Today, we checked in at noon.  Then it was on to the 10th floor of the Russell building; a very familiar floor.  We've even seen familiar faces.  All too surreal.  I am very thankful that Kerstin is not here because of unexpected surgeries or illnesses.  However, we are here because of the increase in seizure activity Kerstin has been experiencing.  Tonight is the first night of monitoring, she's been placed in her "mummy head-wrap", leads and wiring everywhere.  She is content, comfortable and seems to be relaxed.  Though, for whatever reason, her temp tried to spike a bit, no worries, it has already gone down.  
Lead placement. 





     Not sure what the night will include but an update is on the way tomorrow.  


All wrapped...monitoring in progress. 



More to come...






Wednesday, February 17, 2016

Seizures Suck!

 

   "Seizures Suck!"  If you have a family member or if you know someone who has a seizure disorder or is diagnosed, you have probably heard them say those words or have seen them around.  They are so true.  Seizures suck the life out of a party so to speak.  The day or night may be going along smoothly, then out of nowhere...SEIZURES happen and literally suck the joy from the moment. 

     Kerstin's first seizure (first visible one anyway) was April 15, 2004.  That is a night I won't forget for some time.  Since then I can't even begin to count the number of seizures she has had.  However, it is a fact that the older my daughter has gotten, the more frequent her seizures have been happening.  At first, they were spaced by days, weeks even months, not anymore.  I can tell you that we are blessed enough to say that she is not having them on a daily basis like so many with the diagnosis.  

     On Monday, February 15 we were once again at Children's Hospital for another neurological appointment.  My oldest sister went along with us to this seemingly routine appointment and I jokingly told her that I hadn't been on the other wing of the hospital since Kerstin had been discharged after that month long stay.  Right off the elevator we even bumped into a former nurse practitioner that worked with Kerstin's orthopedic specialist, chatted with her for a minute and rushed off to the appointment.  

     Once in the back, Kerstin and I snapped a few pics, she's always camera ready :))  Nurse comes in first and we share seizure activity since the last appointment, talked about sleep pattern and routine question and answer.  Later, the doctor comes in and routine checks are done, we go into detail about seizure activities and how long they last.   Kerstin is a growing young lady, Dr.  talked all about hormonal changes, progesterone, Depo-Provera, ovulation, cycles and the numerous common female changes that can in fact increase seizure activity.  




     Also, noted was the need to have an updated MRI study done as well as the need for a sleep and seizure study.  Okay.  "I need to have all of these done before we consider the Depo shots and to rule out the need for any epilepsy surgery." says the doctor.  The stunned mommy in me, couldn't even ask details on "epilepsy surgery".  There will be no need for that.  Yet, in my mind I am still thinking that the sleep study, seizure study and MRI would be an overnight process...NO!  We are now mentally preparing for a week long stay in our former apartment building called- Children's Hospital of Alabama-Birmingham!  


The journey continues...grow with us!

More to come... and yeah,



Tuesday, February 16, 2016

Movies!

     "Inside Out"!  We really enjoyed the feelings and emotions of "Riley".  Really cute movie!  


Thursday, December 17, 2015

Birthday Love!

     Yes, we are in the midst of another birthday for my darling child!  December 17, 2001 my life changed, and it did so for the better.  I went from a naive young lady, not too concerned about how things were in the world, admittedly a little selfish at times, to a woman that cares so much for the little girl that has changed my life and the lives of so many family, friends and loved ones near and far.  Kerstin is loved so much!  I cannot express fully the love she is shown over and over and over!  



     I feel so blessed to be called "Kerstin's mommy"!  I have said so many times that this little girl has changed my life, she has forced me to grow in ways I would have never thought.  This year, I am so thankful and at the same time a bit saddened.  This is the first year that Kerstin is celebrating a birthday without her Granny!  






Moments after giving birth to Kerstin, she was in my mom's arms.  
  
Hours after Miss Kerstin arrived; three generations. 

Two weeks  after her birth; at her first doctor's appointment. 



     The lady that walked into the hospital with me and did not leave until her children went home.  It is hard being a mom without the support and encouragement from my mom yet, we are going to make the most of it and celebrate life.  My mom would have it no other way.  She was always so supportive and was there for her children however and whenever she needed them.  Couldn't ask for a better mom! 

     So, here we are 14 years later, and everyday is a new step on our journey.  There have been some days, when I thought I wanted to just completely give up.  The words of wisdom from my mom always ring in the back of my mind, "You may give out but don't give up!"  



     Things that I am not giving up on:  the love I have for Kerstin, advocating for children and adults with special health and educational needs, faith, and  overall hope!  As we celebrate Kerstin's birthday and the holidays, we are filled with mixed emotions but, love outweighs them all.  

     So, Happy Birthday to the best child I know!  The love of my life, my joy, my reason for doing a lot of the things that I do.  I'm looking forward to more of this journey of Growing With Kerstin, we have a lot to do!


Happy Birthday, my wonderful child!!!



     


Sunday, September 20, 2015